ugh new day…new diet…new will power….i love you Nate…thanks for helping me be a better person….ill be skinny and pretty just for you!!!
schools gonna start…i have fasted but i have failed.. i have new cuts on my back and a new word on my thigh..no body even notices them anymore. ive turned to pills. they get me sick..thats good..sick = not wanting to eat..treadmill broke today…now what..i cant go outside..i cant leave the safeness of my room..no food..just water..inspirational quotes..a picture of him..the boy i need…the boy i love…hes gonna leave i can feel it…so i will feel hunger..i will eat the hunger pains instead of the food..once on the lips forever on the hips…im gonna pop some pills so ill get high…then i wont eat…its all part of the plan…2 weeks and 30 pounds to get rid of…can i do this?..can i survive?? i have to. i have to. i need to. i need to. i will. i will. i will. thank god for brina and her voice of support…thank god for Ana always forgiving me..always helping me forword…i will concure…i will win..i will make Ana proud.
Great ways to flatten that belly.
i really need someone to tell me i can do this…he said he would die today…maybe if i was skinnier i could make him happy…then i wouldnt be embarrest when he would touch me..that would make him happy right?? so how do i lose weight? i need an ana buddy…please someone text me or email or something…i need help!!! anyone?
You hear me?
We CAN drop the weight.
We WILL reach our goal weight.
We WON’T cheat.
We WILL love our bodies.
We WILL be thin.
We WILL be proud of what we’ve accomplished.
But we WON’T unless you stick to your diet/fast/exercise routine, and never give up!